Positivity doesn't come easy

I'm trying hard to look on the bright side. Making this cartoon has pretty much flatlined my social life to 0. When it's all done, I'm expecting things to change progressively until one day, I'm sitting on my deck overlooking a California sunset. Or even an afternoon : )

I try looking at it in the sense that most people who make cartoons SUCK at it, and the other things that suck right now. I still owe Vudu $8K, even though I'll have 6K of that paid off by the end of this month. My car, my beautiful Camaro, still needs a new engine, and I'm currently driving a piece of shit van. The thing disgusts me so much, I dread the thought of going out and showing up anywhere with that thing. I have other debt that must also be taken care of.

So really, I need to be doing something other than spending money, and this cartoon, in a weird way, will lead to making money : ) ! So I must be patient, and look on the upside!!!

For real, I hope this gets big enough that one day I can start my own theme park! It'll be sickkkk! Like a cross between Disney and Six Flags, except with the characters from my cartoon!!!! Haha, I used to have dreams almost EVERY night when I was a child about an amusement park. It had insane rides, and it almost felt like heaven. I always woke up WISHING I could be at that amusement park. The funny thing is I still remember MOST of the attractions. I forget most of my dreams, but I remember 95% of the rides at my theme park. Will I be able to put them together one day?

Well, it all starts here, in my parents basement, on a Macbook Pro, with pen and paper. Let's see where this takes me!