Can't sleep...

I tried going to bed early, and I woke up about 1:45 AM. Ah, whatever! I'll be back to normal soon!

I woke up this morning wondering, basically, what the hell is going on?

I thought I was supposed to have a big meeting in regards to my cartoon this week, but I haven't heard from my managers. I told them I dropped off the contract, but I never did, so I guess I'm waiting for them to call me with any news.

I didn't NOT drop off the contract on purpose, I just forgot, and kind of remembered now.

I'm never sure which way to go, and I'm always worried that signing over a portion of my creative rights will remove my ability to do anything in classic DIY style.

And one of my managers keeps calling me Frank. Actually, we had a meeting last week, and I could have sworn I caught him call me Frank for the second time, so I was like "Dude, my name is FRED!" but in a laughing way. It turned out to be a really awkward moment, one that I left the house feeling weird about. But then the next time I was on the phone with him, he did it again! He called me Frank!

People calling me Frank doesn't bother me as much as the concept behind it. The name Frank reminds me of a dirty old ass man, not that the name Fred brings any more beautiful pictures to mind. Plus, it's just laziness. People have actually called me "Frank" on Facebook, in a comment column. How hard is it to read where it says "Fred"? I mean, it's not hard to memorize.

Really, it doesn't bother me that much. But when it keeps happening, especially from the manager of my "band", it's like dude, I'm an artist working with you to make money, and you know my name isn't Frank! Eh, it happens.

Anyway, I woke up, and had no texts from anyone. No girls, no dudes, no nobodies. It bothers me, and I don't know why. Because when I do have texts from girls that I'm "seeing", I get annoyed and bored fast. Most of the dudes I get texts from are fucking losers who don't have a car.

I guess that's the downside of waking up in the middle of the night. You didn't plan it, and you don't know what the hell you're supposed to do. Just think! Watch some TV maybe.

I'm supposed to start working on the second episode of my cartoon, but I haven't yet. I'm supposed to finish the music on my first episode, but I haven't even been able to touch it. I guess these would all be proactive things to do now, right? Haha