So Shannon called me tonight to tell me she didn't see any romantic connection. She felt that I was the perfect guy "on paper", but that she didn't see the romantic spark.
As we divulged her feelings on the topic, she came clean with all the truth: Her and her ex bf have only been broken up for a month and a half. It all made sense now. She wasn't over him yet, and there was no reason to expect her to be.
But I'm glad she made this call, because apparently when I made the call, she chose not to listen. I texted her telling her we should be movies BFFs 4 days ago, and she was the one who kissed me. But after she said it, we both opened up, and we saw the truth: dude, we have an awesome fucking friendship brewing.
We talked for fucking 5 hours after establishing this. I'm trying my best to keep positive women in my life whether they're my friends or lovers, and this is an awesome challenge: to be able to be "just friends" with a girl. The first night I hung out with her, I decided that. I was so passionate about wanting to be just friends with her, that I typed almost a damn story explaining it to her. And tonight, it proved that it made so much sense.
I guess it's best to go with the initial feelings. It's another thing I have to learn: trust instinct, stop fighting it. I knew she was "friend" material but I fought it just to prove I could get a beautiful girl that wasn't a crackhead. And here I am now, at 3am, happy as fuck that I just had an awesome conversation with a new "friend".
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