It just feels like an emotional whirlwind that I can't escape from. I wasn't even going to put this song on this album. Now it's hurting me. This song was written for the second album, and I wanted to do it now, cause I figured "I want her to know how I feel".
I'll overcome the pain, it just hurts so badly. This song is too deep. I honestly don't think I've ever written a deeper song. I feel like I want to finish this song, go home, and then start over next week. The feeling in this song is so deep, so strong, and the rest of the songs are small compared to this one.
I wish I knew what to write to make this go away. Usually typing makes me feel better. I just feel like writing this song brings back the memories, the love, the pain, but it doesn't bring back her. So what's the point?
Maybe other people will realize they aren't alone in this feeling. It's got the sound of a hit, but the lyrics are very specific so I really don't know where it'll go.
I use the blogs to bitch, to get everything out. I haven't felt like this in years. And I have to try keeping it inside until I sing it tomorrow....
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