Nervous as hell

I wasn't nervous as we passed out 200 demos last night, gave out lei's, or chilled with C/S. I'm nervous today.

I'm going to hang out with a girl I'm in love with today. It will most likely be the last time I ever see her. It's been 2 years. I'm going to be myself, but it's gonna kill me. We always talk so...blunt I guess? It's like talking to a rapper or some shit. Like I can't comprehend how to say the things I should/shouldn't say...maybe silence is the best though. I don't know what to tell her...